Pregnancy

Last year I had my 1st pregnancy yet lost our baby. It was a very painful experience and such a roller coaster ride. We were just so high about the thought of having our baby then the next thing we knew, I had to do a DnC. Not to mention the medical bills I had to pay, which was just the same as giving birth, yet nothing came out of me. It also had a big impact to my work which adds to the trauma. Time heals all wounds but the trauma, I guess will always be there. 

Last week Thursday, I did a urine pg test and it turned out positive. I was teary-eyed knowing that God is giving me another chance. Later on, the trauma started to dawn on me. What if this is the same as last year? 

Faith in God and being positive -- that's what friends and family tell me. Easier said than done but we really want to have a baby so despite all the difficulties I am going through now -- physically, mentally and emotionally -- I am going to fight and do everything just to have this baby.